{Today}

 

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I had my first "real" therapy session today,

and I must say, I am so relieved.

I loveloveloved my therapist and I feel really confident that this process is going to help me.

I'll definitely be blogging a little bit about it because 

I think most of it is stuff that anybody can relate to.

I worked out immediately after my appointment,

and felt so good that I took such good care of myself today.

It really lifted my spirits.

Tonight, I looked at my To Do list before Spring Break,

and I admit, it caused me to stress a bit.

I also tried to make my budget for next quarter,

so I looked online at my Spring Quarter bill and it's not what it should be,

which means I have to go to the financial aid department tomorrow and figure that out.

 I could feel a knot in my stomach forming as I worried about what the problem could be and hating the fact that it's too late to call the office to talk to someone about it.

It's moments like that when I get irrationally angry that I'm stressing and spending so much money while feeling like I'm learning so little.

So naturally, I took a deep breath, poured a glass of wine, and turned on some Sex and the City.

I'm sure that the incorrect bill can easily be explained and fixed, 

and there is nothing I can do about it until tomorrow.

As for my to-do list, it will get done.

I'll be in Texas for Spring Break before I know it,

and then Spring will be here and I'll have new classes that I hope I can make myself proud in.

Almost the weekend.

-C