Thanks.

 "...Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer." -Rainer Maria Rilke, 1903 in Letters to a Young Poet

I'm sorry for my lack of posting all this time. I get too overwhelmed with life and the last thing I can do when that happens is write out my thoughts when they are always so jumbled.

I'm thankful for all of the love in my life, and I'm thankful for the best sister in the whole world.
I'm so glad to have her with me as my best pal everyday :).

And just to add a little more sappiness...

I forgot to mention on here (surprising...) that Trevor and I recently celebrated our 4th year anniversary since we became a real couple (whatever that means) during junior year at the ol' high school.

Anyway, i can't let that day completely pass without embarrassing him on here just a litttle bit.

Thank you, Trevor, for being the greatest peace and calm in my life.

No matter what else goes haywire, I'm comforted knowing that I have you, and I hope I give you even a fraction of the joy that you give me. 

and thank you letting me blog about you (as if you have a choice :))

-C

Just call me Tired Mc. Tiredson.

I have a serious problem y'all.

Every time I try to update this thing I can't really figure out what I want to write about.

I have about a million under developed blog post ideas, but none complete enough to follow through.

Story of my life.

Anyways.

I'm terribly tired lately for no reason.

Trevor said I should get a multi vitamin.

I think he's right.

My sister was in town visiting me this last week.

Boy did I miss her.

I forgot how nice it is to have a true pal hangin' around at your hip.

You can't find those just anywhere :).

I'm generally someone who likes my space. I like to do things a lone a lot.

Though I consider myself to be more of a people person than a loner.

But maybe I'm wrong about that.

Anyway, the cool thing about sisters (or at least mine) is that you can pretty much go on about your day as usual without feeling like you have to entertain somebody, but still have great company.

I miss having her here.

I'm about 10000% ready for this quarter to be over and for the new one to start.

I like to start fresh when I'm feeling frustrated.

I'm not sure if that's a good quality.

Can you tell I'm a little down in the dumps? I know. I need to pep up.

I'm hoping once I get this monsterous paper that's glaring at me in the face over with that I'll feel a little lighter again.

Things to look forward to:

My cousin's wedding in New Orleans is just 26 sleeps away.

I'll get to see my whole Texan family at the end of the month for Thanksgiving.

and last but not least,

It's time to start pregaming for Christmas :)