This picture has no relevance to this post other than it makes me a happy camper so I felt like I should look at it. And this entry is a wee bit of a downer so I figured a cute puppy face could balance it out.
My motivation is generally on the brink of slim to none right now.
I'm so close to going home, and yet these last few days are kill-in me.
Balance is hard. I've been trying to pay a lot of attention to myself the past few months and what I need through counseling, and though I've learned so much about myself, I'm now afraid I'm becoming self absorbed. Which is the opposite of what I was previously, but it looks like it might be time to try to find the middle ground.
Perhaps it was just too much pizza and wine at dinner, but either way tonight I'm just feelin' a little low. Feelin' the effects of the end of Spring quarter. Feelin' the effects of a yucky dinner and a crappy workout today. Feelin' the effects of a long distance relationship and stupid arguments that still leave you feeling bummed after they're resolved. Feelin' the effects of missing my family. FEELIN it y'all.
Ah well. I've got a million and one things to finish tomorrow, so it's time to get some sleep and keep on going. C'mawwwn Tuesday.
-C
Hang in there sweet pea, you can make it through the last few days! Sending positive thoughts and prayers to you for motivation to find you again and for you to be feelin' happy things! <3
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