Thanks.

 "...Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer." -Rainer Maria Rilke, 1903 in Letters to a Young Poet

I'm sorry for my lack of posting all this time. I get too overwhelmed with life and the last thing I can do when that happens is write out my thoughts when they are always so jumbled.

I'm thankful for all of the love in my life, and I'm thankful for the best sister in the whole world.
I'm so glad to have her with me as my best pal everyday :).

And just to add a little more sappiness...

I forgot to mention on here (surprising...) that Trevor and I recently celebrated our 4th year anniversary since we became a real couple (whatever that means) during junior year at the ol' high school.

Anyway, i can't let that day completely pass without embarrassing him on here just a litttle bit.

Thank you, Trevor, for being the greatest peace and calm in my life.

No matter what else goes haywire, I'm comforted knowing that I have you, and I hope I give you even a fraction of the joy that you give me. 

and thank you letting me blog about you (as if you have a choice :))

-C